Creatively Speaking

List three books that have had an impact on you. Why?

* The Scriptures, because they are how God speaks to me.

* The Giving Tree – because that tree gave everything it had because of the love it felt for one person. It reminds me of Christ. He gave all… because of the love He feels for each and every person who has ever lived or will live.

* My camera training manual, because it opened the first door to my love of photography becoming a beautiful creative outlet for me.

Speaking of creativity, this thought occurred to me today….

Humans were made to create. After all, we are made in God’s image. God created the world. And, He created us, humans… In His image. I never thought of it quite like this before. I have said before that we are made to create, but I just realized WHY. Because we are patterned after God, in His image, with the potential to become like Him… To create our own worlds and the inhabitants of those worlds.

That paragraph gives me goose bumps. 

Think about all of the things we humans like to create… other little humans, for example. We like to create stories or memoirs with our words on paper. We like to act, or sing, or photograph the perfect moment – freezing it in time. People create homes, buildings, cars, and trucks. We like to create gourmet food dishes and amazing art pieces. 

Children love to create! They start at a very young age. Think of the amount of money spent each year on Legos and activity sets, as well as blocks and puzzles. What about sports? You know, learning to create the perfect pitch or football move or to create the perfect layup in their own way with their developing creative talents.

I could write on and on about what we humans like to create. And, we do it with all of our senses. It is incredible when you think about it! Our brains were created to think of ways to create!! 

Do you know anyone (in their right mind) who doesn’t express creativity in one way or another? Every person that I know creates something. Every. Single. Person. 

Why is creativity so important? I think I answered that already. We are learning to become like God, our Supreme Creator.

Or like Lucifer, the Supreme manipulator. It is our choice. Creativity can be used for good or evil, just as anything else. It is all about agency and choosing how we want want to use our creative powers. Yes, agency. But, that is a topic for another day. 

Now, let’s go create something beautiful and amazing!  

A Walk in the Park

Not every choice or experience in this life is as simple or easy as a walk in the park.

I wish it was, but it just isn’t.

However, with each difficult situation comes learning, deeper understanding, and meaning. Growth.

It’s true.

This life was never meant to be a walk in the park. Rather, it is a place of learning and growth, building human family connection, and developing patience… with self and others.

Overcoming loneliness, loving those who are most difficult to love, forgiving the unrepentant and undeserving are never easy. But, is it possible that with God, nothing is impossible?

These are some of the thoughts I was contemplating earlier on my walk in the park.

My Dad

Who would you like to talk to soon?

I wish I could talk with my dad. He was so great to talk with. He could talk about anything! I particularly enjoyed our conversations about God, creation, where we came from, and dinosaurs. He was a bit of a deep thinker. I like deep thinkers who are curious about life. My husband is a deep thinker. He reminds me of my dad. Which brings me to last evening….

There is a beautiful little community park near my house, with a curvy, tree-lined, three-quarter mile walking path where I love to walk, often with my husband waiting for me on one of the benches, sometimes alone.

My thoughts are always drawn to the beauty of the various trees scattered along the path and throughout the park. Somehow, I am able to drown out the traffic noise from a nearby busy street. I barely notice the noise of people playing soccer or baseball or other games in the field.

The perfectly pink flowers on this tree started me thinking about creation. Questions came to mind about how the beauty of this world was created. I thought about how the earth had to be just the way it is to sustain life… water, food, oxygen, gravity, sun for heat, etc.

Then I thought about each of the planets in our solar system, how perfectly aligned they are. Well, if the “Big Bang” happened to create the earth and the other planets in our solar system, why is earth the only planet that can sustain life? And how did everything just happen to align so perfectly?

It does not make sense!! God is the only thing that makes sense to me about why we are all here and how our earth and other planets were created. He used science to create the earth, but he definitely was in charge of guiding the creation. It is the only explanation that makes sense to me.

I can’t wait for the conversations I will be able to have with my dad when I get to the other side!

Do you have a Question?

James chapter 5 in the New Testament in the Bible reminds us that if we have questions about the Gospel (or anything else, really) we can pray and ask God for the answer. He will give us the answers are seeking, if we simply ask.

James 1:5 (KJV) – If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.

Do you believe God hears and answers prayers? Have you ever tested Him?

The Funeral

Jackson

My thoughts as the funeral is taking place today:

A snapshot of life….we all in this chapel share this moment in time at the funeral of my coworker’s teenage son. As we listen to the heartfelt tributes and memories, through tears and moments of laughter, together as friends, family, and even complete strangers, it is a bonding moment that will pass when we exit this room. But, for a moment, we are bonded together listening as the family tries to keep this young man’s memory alive.

I believe there is an amazing family reunion on the other side of heaven, just like there is on this side. The veil between heaven and earth seems thin when a family member passes from this life to the next.

A great story from one of this young man’s aunts is after Jackson’s passing, when her husband, Jackson’s uncle, asked through the air looking upward, “Jackson, if you are there, make it smell like skunk.” Unbeknownst to the aunt that this request took place several minutes earlier, she walked over to the part of the house where her husband was so she could tell him that there was a strong smell of skunk outside and she was worried there might be a skunk in the back yard. Her husband told her about the request. They embraced and cried together in that moment of reassurance.

It seems Jackson’s two brothers who are speaking today are on the autism spectrum. One is back briefly from his mission in Brazil. Their words are serious, enunciated clearly, and very loving. Jackson’s passing leaves a large hole in their lives.

Jackson’s parents are speaking. They have so much strength.  They talk of angels. Jackson’s heart had no boundaries. He was fun and adventurous. He loved the outdoors and his family. They know they will see him again. Families are forever.

A funeral is an interesting spiritual experience. It fosters connections, strengthens family bonds, increases knowledge and understanding of those who have passed, and stirs our own reflection of life and how we have lived so far. Jackson was a stranger to me but has a spirit I can relate to. I love the outdoors and wish I would have been able to explore and have more adventures camping and hiking like Jackson.

What a beautiful tribute from a family about a young life lived to the fullest.

It is raining now as the family heads to the cemetery, Jackson’s final resting place. The weather seems fitting for the feelings of sadness that accompany a day such as this. I hope his family will take comfort in the memory of seeing so many friends and loved ones who filled the chapel today in loving support.

Come Listen to a Prophet’s Voice Saturday and Sunday

Autumn Reflections

This weekend is my favorite autumn weekend. My favorite weekend comes around only twice each year, once in the spring and once in the fall. We have the opportunity to listen to the voice of our prophet and apostles. Every time I listen to and/or watch the semi-annual conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I feel the truth of the words of our leaders. Faith is strengthened, the feeling of peace increases, and a renewed desire and commitment to be a better person fills my heart. I expect tomorrow will be no different.

As I listen to the words of our prophet and apostles this weekend, I will have a few thoughts/questions on my mind that I hope to find information and answers to. It is my belief that if one approaches conference prepared ahead of time with thoughts about particular concerns, or questions they have on their mind, the thoughts shared by the speakers at conference have more purpose and depth of meaning. My faith has really been tested this past year and I hope to find comfort and solace in the words that are spoken this weekend.

A few of the subjects on my mind are: Passing judgment; mercy; pure love of Christ; repentance; forgiveness; Christ’s Atonement; divine nature/potential; individual worth-the worth of my soul at my ripening age; service to others when my time is so scarce/limited, and how to become more like Christ. How do I show him I want to Come Unto Him? What are the values I want in my life? What do I value? I will have my journal out to write the impressions I receive to my heart and mind while being tuned in to the words of our leaders.

These and other self-reflective questions are good to ask ourselves twice a year to recommit to our life’s goals. Or to reset our goals to help us achieve the things we want or need to achieve.

I like to reset every couple of years. It brings my life purpose and meaning. Check out the link for the broadcast at: ChurchofJesusChrist.org and have a fabulous weekend!

God Knows…

Her
Happy childhood innocence.

Her
Desire to live life to the fullest.

Her
Insatiable curiosity.

Her
Naivete.

Her
Regretful choices.

Her
Eyes, opened to the consequences.

Her
Heart, filled with love and grief.

Her
Hidden pain, so deep.

Her
Desire to sleep… forever.

Her
Determination to live.

Her
Willingness to align her will to His.

Her
Faith, deep down, is unbreakable.

God knows HER!
And He loves her! Mightily!

Sunday Scripture

In The Bible, New Testament – Matthew Chapter 10, we read where Jesus gathered his twelve apostles. Can you name them? (Simon, Andrew, James, John, Phillip, Bartholomew, Thomas, Matthew, James, Lebbaeus, Simon, and Judas)

Jesus sends them out among his lost sheep to preach his gospel. He gave them authority to cast out evil spirits and to heal the sick.

6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

7 And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.

8 Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.

Among many other things, Jesus tells them that it will not be an easy mission, using way more words than what I am sharing here. Read the chapter. He tells them not to worry and that he cares. In verses 29-31 he says:

29 Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father.

30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.

31 Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows.

Verse 31 is so comforting when I am feeling down, depressed or not good enough.

In further verses, Jesus says if they do not deny him. He will not deny them to the Father. Remember, Jesus is the advocate for us to our Father. We need him.

Endure to the end. It’s not as easy as it sounds, but, oh! So worth it. Read the chapter to fill in the blanks. 🙂

Things Could Always Be Worse

My husband and I are reading a book together. I am reading it aloud. He is listening intently. We are discussing it as we go. I remember hearing about it not long after it was published again in 1992. It was first published in 1962. The book is called “Man’s Search for Meaning” by Viktor Frankl. Every person on the planet should at the very least read this book from the library. However, I think  it would be best to purchase a copy so the powerful passages may be marked and, more importantly, so the pages of this book can be turned again and again as one re-reads it to pick up messages missed in prior readings.

In the forward by Harold S. Kushner, he writes, “Frankl saw three possible sources for meaning: in work, in love, and in courage during difficult times.” Kushner shares that Frankl’s most enduring insight: “Forces beyond your control can take away everything you possess except one thing, your freedom to choose how you will respond to the situation.”

Like Frankl says, we cannot control what happens to us in life, but we can always control what we will do about what happens to us.

Vicktor’s story of time spent, against his will, in the concentration camps in Germany is a remarkable story of courage displayed while being forced to live through unimaginable circumstances. It was during this awful time of existence that he came to the understand that “The salvation of man is through love and in love.”

He and his wife were separated when taken by the German’s and forcefully sent to the concentration camps. He had no idea if she was alive or dead, but he thought of her and pictured her face and clung to life because of the love he felt for her. He wrote, “I understood how a man who has nothing left in this world still may know bliss, be it only for a brief moment, in the contemplation of his beloved.”

The message(s) in this book is/are powerful and encouraging to anyone facing challenges in life. It may be poor timing for my husband that we happen to be reading this book at this time. My husband is in the hospital following a knee surgery, his 9th knee surgery in total, but only the 5th on this knee. Anyway, as I hear the expressions about the discomfort he is feeling, I can’t help but remind him, “Yes, that may be true, and I am sorry you are uncomfortable, but at least you are not in a concentration camp.” The look he gives me is a clear indication of his wish that we had not started reading this book prior to this surgery. I just shrug my shoulders, smile, and remind him how much I love him.

Conference and Fall

The first Saturday and Sunday in October and April are my favorite weekends. They are when the fall and spring Conference Sessions for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints are broadcast. Yesterday, we spent the day watching conference with my Mom and Dad. Between the first and second sessions, we ate lunch together. The hotdogs were fried in a skillet, placed on a bun with ketchup, mustard, finely chopped onions, and topped off with sauerkraut. Deli salads are not my favorite, but we had a variety of sides to choose from – macaroni, red potato, and coleslaw – along with cottage cheese and cut strawberries, as well as a veggie tray.

After both sessions were over, we baked Pilsbury biscuits to go with my homemade potato soup for dinner. My soup never tastes the same as my mom’s, dad’s or paternal grandma’s. I like garlic flavor in mine, ½ and ½, potatoes, bacon, garlic, onion, celery, carrots, Better Than Bullion, chicken flavor, salt and pepper. Theirs is a simple flavor of canned cream, potatoes, bacon, onion, celery, salt, and pepper. It’s the canned cream. It makes all the difference.

Sitting there in the house where I grew up, eating dinner with my husband and elderly parents, I realized that every day spent with my parents is a gift. My dad seems old. He is still sharp, but the edge is dulling a bit. All of the medications that are used to “help him” feel his best, I suspect, are affecting his quick thinking. The meds have not affected his desire and ability to talk…and talk…and talk…and spend quality time with his family, however. I am grateful for him and my mom and the days we get to spend together.

Today, I thought my husband and I would spend a quiet Sunday at home listening to Conference. My husband had a moment of spontaneity, though, and said he wanted to go for a drive somewhere today. He didn’t care where. He just wanted to go for a ride together. It was a cloudy, cool fall day, a great day for a drive. I planned a route that would take us on a 5-hour loop through several small towns in Wyoming, and loop us through older towns in the southern part of east Idaho.

Starting out later than anticipated, mid-morning, with my husband’s metal detector in hand and jackets on, we decided to go a different route, including what was supposed to be a 30-minute side trip to the old pioneer townsite of Chesterfield, Idaho, which was settled in 1881. It is a ghost town now.

After waiting for about 45 minutes for the stopped train to move past the railroad crossing over the road in Bancroft – the only way to our destination – we arrived at one of the buildings where visitors often meet prior to touring the old townsite of an old mercantile, “gas station” and homes of the settlers. Today, the visitor’s building was closed.

In front of the meeting house, my husband found an old square-head nail and a couple of bent screws. It was clear to us how well-made the old nail was compared to the more modern screws. While we were searching for potential “treasures,” the dark clouds in the distance, the thunder rumbling through the air, and the cold wind picking up urged us to stop looking. We returned to the pickup, turned up the heater, and headed back the direction from which we came.

My husband said he had a wonderful day and wondered if I enjoyed my time riding and enjoying the scenery to which I affirmed. The drive was relaxing. The changing colors of the trees amidst the evergreens were breathtakingly beautiful. Autumn has arrived. Listening to the uplifting words of our prophet and apostles was comforting. It was a wonderful day! Fall has always been my favorite season!

This photo says Idaho!!
A red bed of trees
Storm clouds in Chesterfield, ID
Autumn in Idaho

Quote of the Day

“It takes considerable knowledge just to realize the extent of your own ignorance.” -Thomas Sowell

This was a quote shared by one of my coworkers at work this past week. It seems like it could be a good response to some of the blogs I have read about the non-existence of God. 🙂

The deeper my husband and I get into our study of the scriptures, the more convinced I am that God does exist. Any denial of His existence does not make it so. Science cannot prove God does not exist…any more than I can prove He DOES exist. Did God create science? Does He know the rules of science? Is it possible He used the Big Bang (Theory) to create the earth?

We do not get to decide what a miracle is and that God has to perform a particular miracle before we decide God exists. We don’t get to tell Him when we think it is the right time for us to see Him or for Him to make his presence known to us. Who are we to expect God to align His will with ours? He is God. He knows all. So, He knows best. WE must be willing to align our will with HIS. After the trial of our faith. That is when the miracles happen, and, I believe, when we finally learn to recognize the miracles that are already happening around us.

Faith. It all comes down to faith. Faith is a choice. I choose faith! Will you?

I heard this question recently, something like, “At the second coming of Christ, will faith even exist on the earth?”

As long as I am alive, there will at least be one who chooses to believe. And, my husband makes two.

One Question

The speaker in church today shared a question that he was asked a few years ago while he was serving a two year mission for the Church of Jesus Christ. He, in turn, asked the congregation, “If you were to meet God, our Father in Heaven, face to face, what is the one question you would ask Him?”

That question went straight from the pulpit to my heart. Possible questions started running through my mind as I envisioned standing transfigured before God, ready to ask my one question.

The thought then occurred to me that I can pray to him to ask him a question any time I want. I do not need to wait!!

My question, however, would be better asked face to face with Heavenly Father. I would first thank him for sacrificing His son as part of the plan of Salvation. Then I would ask Him my question, “When can I see Heavenly Mother?”

What would you ask God, our Father in Heaven, if/when you meet Him face to face?