Unexpected Drive

Today, I accepted my second Amazon Flex block ever. It was a 4-hour block that paid $95. When my husband and I pulled into the lane as directed in the outdoor Amazon loading dock, I was happy to see only two bins of packages for me to deliver today. I proceeded to scan and load the packages into my car, Olive. (She is little and black, so her name is perfect! And, did I mention she gets 45mpg in town? 37mpg on the highway? Yes!) 

As I started sorting the envelopes into the plastic tote to keep them from getting lost amongst the boxes, I noticed one was addressed to a lady in Inkom and one in Pocatello. Turns out that all of the packages were going to Pocatello or Inkom. What!? I had to drive an hour before I could even start delivering?! That was unexpected. I thought all of the deliveries I would be doing as a flex driver would be local. I wasn’t so sure it was worth the money.

Especially when at one of the last stops, I had a huge scare… my first run-in with not just one, but two huge dogs! Rottweilers? Mastiffs? One of each? I am not sure, but they each had a bark like they could take me down and eat me in one gulp! Maybe two or three.

I had walked warily past the beware of dogs sign, up the steps, and onto the large deck toward the front door. I paused before reaching out to knock, as I could see that the door behind the heavy old-fashioned wooden blue painted screen door was open.

They must have heard my approach. Just then, the first dog flew through the unlatched screen door, throwing it open so hard it slammed against the house. I was surprised, but honed in on his barking mouth. He did not bare his teeth or foam at the mouth as he ran past me, rather than straight at me. In that split second, I figured I would be ok. Until… the second dog came barreling through the screen door at break-neck speed. I prepared for the worst. My entire body tensed, waiting for the bite. My arm? My leg? Would he jump at me to attack? Nope. He ran right past me, barking louder than his buddy.

At the same moment, his owner with a gray scraggly beard appeared at the door. Walking through the door, he gently placed his hand on my shoulder to calm me. (I am sure I looked petrified.)

His wife, not much taller than those big dogs, followed behind him and said, “The dogs won’t bite. They are friendly.”

I exhaled, forced a smile, said thank you, and handed her the bubble-padded envelope. She walked with me back to my car parked in the dirt driveway a fair distance from her front door. Her husband secured the dogs near the house.

I opened my car door and melted into my seat, finally able to breathe normally. I backed us down the driveway and out onto the road. The shaking and teary eyes could not be helped as my body was relieved of the tension and added adrenaline that was released in my “flight or fight” moment.

Those famous last words were playing over and over in my head, “Get a gun.” Meaning a stungun for protection from animals. If only I could remember the one recommended to me before I decided to start delivering with Amazon.

The positives from today were the beautiful fall weather, the view, not becoming lunch for those two dogs, and having my husband with me. Days like today make me feel like I want to travel.

Beautiful Colors

Come Listen to a Prophet’s Voice Saturday and Sunday

Autumn Reflections

This weekend is my favorite autumn weekend. My favorite weekend comes around only twice each year, once in the spring and once in the fall. We have the opportunity to listen to the voice of our prophet and apostles. Every time I listen to and/or watch the semi-annual conference of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I feel the truth of the words of our leaders. Faith is strengthened, the feeling of peace increases, and a renewed desire and commitment to be a better person fills my heart. I expect tomorrow will be no different.

As I listen to the words of our prophet and apostles this weekend, I will have a few thoughts/questions on my mind that I hope to find information and answers to. It is my belief that if one approaches conference prepared ahead of time with thoughts about particular concerns, or questions they have on their mind, the thoughts shared by the speakers at conference have more purpose and depth of meaning. My faith has really been tested this past year and I hope to find comfort and solace in the words that are spoken this weekend.

A few of the subjects on my mind are: Passing judgment; mercy; pure love of Christ; repentance; forgiveness; Christ’s Atonement; divine nature/potential; individual worth-the worth of my soul at my ripening age; service to others when my time is so scarce/limited, and how to become more like Christ. How do I show him I want to Come Unto Him? What are the values I want in my life? What do I value? I will have my journal out to write the impressions I receive to my heart and mind while being tuned in to the words of our leaders.

These and other self-reflective questions are good to ask ourselves twice a year to recommit to our life’s goals. Or to reset our goals to help us achieve the things we want or need to achieve.

I like to reset every couple of years. It brings my life purpose and meaning. Check out the link for the broadcast at: ChurchofJesusChrist.org and have a fabulous weekend!